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dopefashionkilla, is my urban style blog. love this blog
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Im sitting on my couch in the middle of the day, with wet hair and a big blanket. The heater is running, i have my hot chocolate, 6 inch subway . Im watching Alice in wonder land, and johnny depp is just amazing. My cat is snuggling my socks on my feet, and my laptop is keeping my legs warm. Ive lit up candles all around and have the curtains open to see the beautiful clouds outside. I never want to move from this spot and just wish everyday was like this
Anonymous asked: never been so fat in my life, urgh, i gained like 0,8 lbs and I feel like shit. : O I don't know if my body is messed up or is it just my mind.
do you know every time i lose weight(5kilos or more) i look in the mirror and still think I’m so fat and i would just break down . do you know what my boyfriend does? he will secretly take a picture of my body (naked or in a bra and undies, ) he makes sure my head is not in it. He will then edit the background with with iPhone app, and be like how pretty is this girls body and i would be in love. he would finally tell me it was my body and that i have nothing to worry about. in conclusion , its your mind 1000% , it will constantly tell you your not good enough , but you have to fight it and tell yourself you are xx
Anonymous asked: can i ask advice? i have a boyfriend but I'm not sure if I'm in love with him. I've never loved anyone before so i don't exactly know when I'm in love?
there is no emotion to explain love. Its the most overpowering feeling you will ever feel. You entire body and soul is in constant need of that person. Its the best and worst feeling you will ever endure. your in constant fear that you will lose that person , but you just need to hear their voice to get you through the day. If you wake up every morning wanting that person with every inch of your body , then thats love. if your biggest fear is not dying but losing that person, then thats also love. i believe if you don’t feel that way about someone, then you don’t know what love is . sorry for my rambling , hope that helps xx
Anonymous asked: What advice would you give to a person with an eating disorder? Creepy I know, but I'm desperate and depressed lol. Would like to hear something from you, because you seem to be so cool as a person : ).
thats not creepy at all! i use to have a eating disorder, i pretty much didn’t eat for a year. my advice?, this is my story. love yourself. In the end of the day no one is going to love/support/trust/be there for you then you will be for yourself. I learned to be my own best friend. i started to eat salads and sushis and fun foods, i would go for walks and take in the nature , i read heaps of books and meditated heaps. i started to love being alone and have fun by myself. i got healthy and then i met someone. he fell in love with me because he loved how confident and happy i was with my self. I’m now in love/ healthy and not depressed. in the end the only person that can help yourself is you. xx
